Showing posts with label Missing him. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Missing him. Show all posts

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Why do my thoughts constantly drift to him?

It's Sunday! Which makes me happy because I know he get's to write me today :) Wednesday will be even better because I will get his letter! I hate having to wait forever to hear from him, but it's so great to write letters. I have all these written words of how he feels and what he thinks...and in this world today I think that is rare. We all depend heavily on technology to communicate and I think the written word gets lost somewhere in there. I always like to think that I will have these letters to show my children one day, unlike text messages and phone calls. Now, don't get me wrong, everyday I wish my phone would ring and it would be B., but it's nice to have this time. I think that it has shown me something that I might not have seen before. I found a quote I really liked.
"Absense diminishes small love, and increases great ones, as the wind blows out the candle and blows up the bonfire."
I think it's true. I can't help but to think that this situation is what has really brought us together and shown us just how important we are to each other. I am nervous about "A" school. I keep telling him that if he thinks he wants to change his mind about us, he can, I feel bad since he is so much younger than me. (5 years) I just think about everything that happened to me during 21 to 26 and I hope he doesn't feel like he's missing out on anything. I guess time will tell, we are just going to take one day at a time. If anyone has any advice on this, I would greatly appreciate it! I probably just worry toooo much...but it's hard when you never get to see them, as i'm sure many of you know.
Well, work keeps me super busy, so I am distracted throughout the day which is a good thing :) And I hafta move from my apartment before this Wednesday. My sister and I just aren't happy there, so we are moving back in with our parents, (yea, I can't believe that either), for the moment til we can figure out what we want to do. I haven't even started packing yet!!!! About to go home right now and start, fun fun! Well, hope everyone has a SuPeR dAy!!
P.S. I am sooo new to this blog thing, any ideas or suggestions on how I can make it super cute, I would be forever grateful!! I'm a little lost :)